I’ve lived in my house for 10 years now and in all this time I have never been so scared. I’m upstairs on the main level and it starts raining, no big deal its been raining off and on all day and I’m not a weather focused person so I really haven’t paid attention. All of a sudden I start hearing hail I’m still not real worried. Then wham out of nowhere the windows behind the couch (where I’m sitting) start to sound like they are going to break. Luckily my cat is on the back of the couch so I grabbed her and yelled at the dogs to go downstairs. We get down here just as the 65-70mph winds hit. Sometimes that’s worse than a tornado itself. I can hear trees and stuff in the neighborhood start to go down. So now we are stuck downstairs with no tv for weather but hey I still have power that’s always good. Although I think we lost a cell tower somewhere because my cell is very slow. I get ahold of my parents to check on weather and they don’t have power but can tell from their phones that the worst is over and I can go back upstairs. Craziest thing about it is that I now think there are birds in the chimney because my cat keeps trying to go up the chimney to get whatever it is I’m hearing. I think I’ll just stay down here a few more minutes and let my heart settle before going back up. Wow was that scary!!

Wow, ever have something that just totally takes you by surprise? Well in the last two days I have. I found out yesterday that a guy who graduated a couple of years ahead of me in high school likes me and apparently always has. He starts by telling me I made his day because I gave him my cell number through Facebook so he could text me. From there he went on to say that he has always thought I was cute and sexy but was too intimidated by me to ask me out back then. I asked how in the world was I intimidating (this was before my bitchy phase) and he said that it was because I was sweet, cute, and popular and it just made him nervous. He actually went on to tell me that I still make him nervous because to him I’m still intimidating. I’ve never thought of myself that way (except when I’m being bitchy) and I’m not really sure how I feel about someone thinking I’m intimidating. But I’m very flattered by the attention he is giving me its been sooo long since someone has been this sweet to me and I don’t know how to react to it. I’m trying to flirt back but I don’t think I’m very good at it anymore. He keeps going on about how he can’t believe I’m still single so I told him a little about my history. Honestly, I don’t know where this is going but I’ve decided to just go with it and see what happens after all if I don’t try I’ll never know what could have been :). So here’s to luck, laughter, and maybe love